Have you ever talked about someone you didn't know/respect right infront of them? Did you suprise yourself?

I admit that I have pyschosis/paranoia/depression/anxiety/ad… which leads me to distort reality but I know for a fact that people are warped within my reality. I'm an odd looking person and i act odd with my body language. People comment on it, some how people (not nice people or people i know well) can fabricate stories or comments that relate either to myself, my thoughts or my past with a degree of accuracy that only gets stronger the longer i sit there and listen. They play off my body language...asking me things that you would never ask someone outright and using my body language to gauge my response, its a cruel thing to be part of but somewhere along the lines a bond forms that gives them ridiculous insight into my pysche and eventually it seems they can read my mind. I learnt to over power them in the end but because they know im a sick person they never respect me. From what i can tell ive developed a reputation as a great party trick but its a lonely world.